I am incredibly moved . There is a weird loniness I have felt after my mom died. My parents and sister moved to Raleigh when I was already an adult living in NYC. I didn’t know my mom would die this week so I didn’t bring my son . My sister has her family and friends surrounding her . For whatever psychological reason that has made me feel very alone . Kevin rushed here last night . Jackson arrives tonight . And I just found out they Lee , Jeff, and Jeremy are arriving tonight . Jeff said ” Lil I have known you since you were 18 years old. I want to be there when you have your mom’s funeral ,” wow I am so moved . Thank you so much ! I don’t like to show it but sometimes I need consoling too. So thankful !
Austin anniversary was awesomr last night from what I heard . So sad not to have gone .