I had a breakdown like I have never had tonight. I think everything just hit me. How much can on person take? Death, betrayal, divorce. It's been a bad year. I sat in front of my house tonight crying in a way I don't think I've cried since I was a kid.

What a day. Started out with someone quiting with no notice. Chantel just wrote me a little while ago and said " I think he may come back" as the old saying goes " once shame on you twice shame on me." Sometimes you have to just let them go. Tomorrow there is an audit at one of the bars. Friday I have to meet residents , church officials, and workers from a day care center to try and explain who I am and what Coyote is. Blah blah blah
The great part of today was waking up with my son. I took him to starbucks and we talked about Ben10 and the powers we would pick if we were aliens. And in the afternoon he played a parakeet in a play which was all in french . I could not understand one word of the play but my son was perfect. He was so animated. A star!!!
I will take the bad cause the good is just incredible!!! I am blessed!

Jackson has a play today . He plays a speaking parakeet in a french fable. Very exciting. It's almost the end of the school year and he is completely done. Everyday he begs me to let him go in late. 3 weeks left. Wow I have a busy schedule coming up. I need to get my shit together.

I have never had more happy mother's day wishes from people. Thank you everyone! I had a great weekend. Jackson's team won 5-3 on Friday night. Jackson didn't play well the first period but he definitely stepped it up the rest of the game.
My son is getting older. He is starting not to kiss me in front of his friends. It breaks my little heart.
Friday I am meeting with the tenants association in Charlotte. I really hope this gets straightened out.
Booking my tickets for Fanfare and Rot Rally.
Feeling strong today!!!

" The Coyotes have a new myspace page http://www.myspace.com/singingcoyotes. I have " Later then you think" embedded in my brain. What a beautiful song. I am trying to get Jeff m and Chris B on board for doing a remake of a Metallica song. It would be awesome.
Busy busy. I am having a kick ass work day. Sometimes you need to get riled up to refocus one's mind. Well I certainly have been riled up for a few weeks and now I am kicking some ass. Another thing I realized is that there are jobs in my company that I don't do that would be fun to be involved in. It's time to have some fun.
I just learned some new southern lingo. .I heard yesterday "Mercedes is very proud of their cars." My reply was "I am sure they are proud because they are such incredible cars." " Yes Lil they are very very Proud" It took me a full minute to understand what he was talking about. I said " Do you mean expensive." " Lil we don't use that word here we just think that high priced items are put out in a very proud way by companies. Then he followed it up by saying " Look at your bag. Chanel is a very proud company." Well you can't fight with that.
Big soccer game tonight!!!

Why the fuck is it so hard to find a song to record that is not country? Freaking Jeff m is pissing me off with this!! " Can't never did anything!" I just heard that saying the other day. I have a feeling I will be using it all the time.
Memphis rocked this weekend!!!!

My son wrote me a mother's day song that goes to the tune of "baby got back"
" I love my mom's butt and I can not lie
My other friends can't deny
When they walk in with a smiling face
with their pearly white teeth in her face
They think Fun You pull up and get spanked
You know that hula chair i
it's supposed to make your butt look like a twig
instead it looks like a pig
Look at the jeans she's wearing
I just can't stop staring
Oh mama I want to get with ya and take your picture
My best friend tries to warn me
but that butt you got makes me so dreamy
oh rumplesmooth skin
you sat you want to get in her benz
Use it
use it
case you ain't got an average booty
I see her prancing
Ding with romancing
Wet sweat see her runni with the vet tired of old twiggy things
and seeing pancakes off the griddle and your is not so little
you got the io pat that lower back
So fellas ya fellas
I see rhis butt everyday
shake it shake it
shake that nasty butt
momma's got butt!



Yes that was my mother's day card. I have to get a videotape of him performing it. Quite funny
Our entertainment lawyer told me that he ran a half marathon yesterday and realized that for half the race he had been humming our new song " later then you think" in his head. I love that. It's such a pretty song.
Chris B created a very small commercial to air during reruns of our show. Lee is in this commercial. I am barely even speaking with him. I can't believe he got into the commercial. I didn't see the knife he used to stab me in the back in the commercial.

I am so excited. The Coyotes first song "Later Than You Think" is up for sale on the site. So exciting!!!! I am so proud of Jeff M, Chris b, and the girls. They all did such a good job. Can't wait for jacqui to start some choreography for them. So exciting!!!!
Awesome!!!!
I went with Trey to work out yesterday. ( Just to give you an idea about him they call him at the gym, Stone cold Steve Austin. He's a big mother fucker) We worked biceps and a bunch of back muscles. Some kid at the gym said to Trey " so now you are going to start bringing GI Jane up in this joint" That made my day. I thought I was so cool doing all these exercises. Well I was Miss Cool yesterday and today I am Miss in pain . My arms even hurt using the computer today!!!

Austin is rocking !!!!! I love that
Travis, gm New Olreans, got the girls a free saran wrap to lose inches off your body. I laughed so hard when Chantel told me that the girls were wrapped in saran wrap and proceeded to drink beers and shots. Kind of defeats the purpose. Lala lost 1 1/2 inches off her waist. Perhaps I will try that.

Yes I did plunge the toilet at the Nashville bar on Monday night. I have worked hard all my life if the toilet needs plunging then I will plunge it. It's been a long week already. A great night in Nashville on monday night. The Nashville bar has a punching machine that scores your power after you hit the punching bag. All the guys were getting 800s. I got a 400. If I lived there I would be practicing everyday on that game.
There was a clip on a local Charlotte tv station that was completely false. The clip on this station makes it appear that we are partners with our new landlord in the new location. That is completely false. He is simply the owner of the building and we will have to rent from him. The landlord owned a few clubs around the city and I think one of the clubs has had a few issues. On this clip they showed a clip of his club during some hostile night and the voice over work implies that this was Coyote Ugly. Totally false. He is not our partner. I don't even know what clubs he runs. The clip also says that they tried to contact corporate. that is a fucking lie. Noone called us. Ridiculous